hello peeps . i know it almost 2 o'clock . like i care , my eyes is forcing me to sleep , but my heart force me to think about him . eh ? betul la . tak pecaye sudah :P i dont know why , n why n why i cant stop thinking about him . dah kene bomoh ke ak ni ? --' hmm im seriously not feeling well nowadays . dah nak mati ke weh ? tak kot .  err :/ gastrik dtg , badan makin kurus n kurus n kurus . selera langsung tade , nak tak nak telan jugak la mknn tu , klu tak mama marah . ubt dah mkn pun , still mcm tu jugak . i dont know what will happen to me . just praying that my allah panjangkan usia :') if tak , just forgive me everybody with what i have done to you . hmm mane boleh ak pegi sekarang weh , ak belum lagi kawen :D tak merase happy pun lagi . 

    this nite im feeling like killing myself because i have managed my mind set for giving my heart to him . eh2 , asal jiwang plak mlm ni . sbb tade mood okay (!) im going to stay with you as long as you want me too . if dah taknak , just let me know , takpayah la ak tehegeh2 bwat bnde bodoh tunggu orng yg tak syg ak . i know im no good for you , but can you see that im trying to be the best for you ? i dont think so . i know im bad , ak ni hidup mmg suke menyusahkan orng , menyakitkan hati orng . betul tak ? kan3 ?? but for god sake , i have no intention to hurt you .  just praying that tomorrow will be okayy , n you will get a good result (:

  i thought watching you leave was hard , but knowing you weren't coming back is harder . sory fellas , i tade mood hari ni so , my words this nite is quiet cold . heh ..